It's the first time i cried in a while,
the first time i listened too all three mychem albums back to back in a long time,
first time i admitted to myself how much i am effected by my past.
I have everything that i want,
but it's not quite right.
theres something holding me back,
i fear the most what i think it may be.
i know what it is, i'm sure of it.
i cant wait for much longer,
fear theres no way out.
but fear is all it is.
it all tastes the same, just diffrent scenery.
i know now what those musicians ment by what they said, but i belived i was diffrent.
im not diffrent were all the same. were all looking for the same things, want to be loved, feel special, feel apart of something bigger then ourselfs.
one cant outweigh the others. thats what they ment.
im sick in the mind now, i remeber this cold room, this high, this release, this same story. the same story ive been serching for an ending for years now.
oh the strings ive been held up by have been severd for i had belived this was over.
i am just left to my own divices.
running in circles
i appologize in advance
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