When all is gone.

I wrote this a while ago, it's not poetic, but its more powerful to me now.


Stay with me,
lay here with me.
talk to me about anything you please.
Smile for me,
like you mean it this time,
i need to feel you here,
i need to know what your thinking,
i need to know that every things okay.

Speak to me,
why wont you tell me why?
don't you know it kills me to see you unhappy.

I'll stand by,
I'll hold your hand,
I'll say what ever makes you happy,
but i wont play a game thats only deceiving.

Please, don't go away,
not tonight, i need you tonight,
here, i lie so idle, with out you in my life.


Theres a part of me that draws me to you, to think your here, i feel every detail of your jacket beneith my finger tips, i feel the warmth of your chest on my cheek, i search for your sent on my blanket, you've never been so distant.... but in proximity?

I am here, and everywhere, i wont come in, its too light in there, they'll see everything.