Number 3

No you don't know.
No one knows.. lets keep it that way.
If only you knew, though i prefer you didn't.
With this i hold a crooked smile.

"Numb."
"..What?"
"..the word your looking for, numb."
"Oh yes, perhaps..."


What keeps me up at night, or busy during classes?
"him."
"which him?"
"..oh you don't know him. He's everything and more that i could ever desire.."
"what about ... whats his name?"
"oh yeah.. him, i nearly forgot.."
"well thats not right."
"none of this is..."


"..but may i lead?"

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I'm sorry i couldn't be,
everything you wanted.
I always try to be,
that girl your looking for.
Oh no it's just not me.

I won't stop,
till you've got the world.
No i wont sleep till i feel you here next to me.

I'll wait for you,
whoever you want me to be.
I'll be you anything, your everything.
I can give you the world,
i know its not me,
but I'll try to be.